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Blues of ma lyf!

       Sometimes darkness seem ceaseless. I am going through a similar time. Everything is really sad right now. It has always been the same . But a display of 'happy' facade covered the hollowness beneath.  Its been really long I've felt a true and sheer joy within me , and am dying to have one. Only if my life was that simple. I know , am aware, all got their own share of pain, but for me, mine is the horrible one. Imagine something  which is bitter to swallow and forbidden to spit. That's how I feel every moment. Sometimes you need to get accustomed to the darkness. There's no light waiting for you . That's the only way.........  



 P.S :  I may regret writing such negativity tomorrow . Anyway as for now, its soothing to pour the heart out.
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